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Monday, February 21, 2005

if you could onli see.

sigh

i feel a bit lazy to blog. y is that so? hmmm mayb because something suddenly struck me and i decided to go jogging after playing about 45 mins of basketball. i must be mad. which dumb architect places the track in front of the cafe? utter embarrassment lahz. and shena and steph were actually cheering for me! yay!

come on everybody now lets say it together! ready! ok! (ata is really good at saying that with a total bimbotic cheerleader look on her face. what can i say, she's jus a natural =P)

blog hopping rocks. my socks. but everyone sounds kinda depressed. y oh y? woe is them?

today, i shall blog about how pretty girls should all get stoned and should get rounded up and locked up in caves with no mirrors. thus they cannot see themselves in the mirror and will lose touch of how beautiful they are and will stop being snobbish and look at other girls like they are sub-humans.

phew!

you see, there's this girl in SA hu's like really pretty and everyone wans a piece of her and really i dun see why anyone should pretend they are not jealous. she's really pretty! really! but y oh y? y are pretty girls all such big biatches? y carn they be nice? oh...lemme think. do i know any pretty girls hu actually have no airs around them?

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oh. you're still waiting ah? sorry... fell aslp there. what was i saying?

yes. exactly my point. y carn they be nice? y do they always let their good looks get to their head. you know what? the whole world, the not-really-pretty people should just ostracise these i-think-i-look-really-good-therefore-i-can-treat-you-like-shit girls AND guys and STOP. BLARDY HELL. STOP TELLING THEM THAT THEY ARE GOOD-FUCKIN-LOOKING LAHZ!

gosh.

and then, for some weird reason, these biatches and bastards always manage to have many great friends and aqquaintances (how to spell?) hu just all seem to love them! y oh y? i seem to be asking that question very often.

u noe sometimes u get so pissed with these air heads you jus wanna go there and rip their heads off.

utter pleasure!

argh! that topic is jus so pissifying that i jus do not want to talk about it anymore. let's move on to something more. shall we...

last friday we had chapel. if i had not listened wrongly i think the topic was 'love thy neighbour as you love oneself, and love your enemy more.' and so the chapelin was talking about how we should learn how to forgive and forget and then suddenly, an article about Britain's useless royal family came up! it was about dear lil Prince Harry...

the article lamented on how Harry wore a Nazi uniform during the Auchwitz Liberation Anniversary celebration, and how it was very insensitive and inappropriate and how it totally outraged the British public. a member of the public even wrote a letter to Harry saying something like: "You are twenty but you behave like you are no older than a ten year old child. what you did caused much embarrassment and insult...blahblahblah. yakkity yakkity yak."

this is wat Harry replied: "I agree it was a bad choice of costume and i apologise if i had caused any embarrassment and hurt to anyone." On the overall i guess it was pretty much rehearsed and was probably composed by his personal assistant but the point is, the chapelin started lecturing on how Harry, should be old enough to admit his own mistakes and the if in his reply to the apology shouldnt have been there cos he had indeed been insensitive. he continued to add on that we should all admit our own mistakes and that is the onli way we can grow. AND THEN... he went on to talk about genocides.

hmm... dun you tink he's abit out of point from "love thy neighbour as you love yourself, and love your enemy more."? isn't he abit off from forgive and forget? do correct me if i had misunderstood. one moment the guy's talking about loving your enemy and forgetting what they have done to you, and BAM! the next moment he's reprimanding Harry for wearing a Nazi uniform after more than 50 years after the blardy war!

so tell me. what on earth is he saying?

i agree. it was extremely dumb of Harry to choose that for the Auchwitz Liberation Anniversary, but hu can blame him? he DID grow up in the royal family. i agree too, dat it was extremely insensitive to the feelings of those hu had been through the war and those hu had lost loved ones to the war, and to the Nazis. the Nazis brought pain, but do we really want to continue that with hate and unforgiveness?

and mr chapelin went on and puzzled me even more by talking about genocides and how they will keep happening if we dun do anything about them. and then i thought, and i pondered. if we had not forgive the Germans then, and regarded ALL of them as Nazis, together with the pain and suffering and the mental disorders that wars bring along, wouldn't that spark one hell of a genocide too?

Kill the Germans
burn them at the stakes
cos our hearts are made of iron
and we choose to ignore
this thing called forgiveness.

i noe, forgiving, is easier said than done, but perhaps, just mayb, we could all try, and not teach 17 year olds to remember hate, to remember what evil has done to people, and to remember not to forgive, lest history does them in, the next time.

please enlighten me if you must. if you feel dat what ever i have said is a whole load of bullshit.
but then again, it's my whole load of bullshit, so whether i choose to understand what you say, is my perogative.

she's nice. i'm not.
i'm. sorry.
she's nice.
*am not talking about the person i'm talking about in purple.

purple is the colour i use for special msgs. and here's one. to you. my dear fren: i dunno whether you are referring to me. and of course i would like to know. i dun hate you. definitely not. hate's not exactly in my dictionary. but i feel happy when i get to talk and laugh with you, but when you open your mouth and words with thorns sprout out, i tend to shun. hu wouldn't? you were a great fren. at least once. i dunno whether it will ever be the same again. too many misunderstandings between us too many words unspoken, and perhaps too many things said on my part. certain things you have done have really peeved me off and sometimes i find it hard to resist slapping you and trying to make you understand. but i grew tired of that and your constant sacarsm. mayb dats just your defence mechanism. i dunno. bottom line is. i'm taking a risk by typing this. for all i know you might be talking about someone else and i would look like a total clown if you see this, but i'm still gonna do this. cos sometimes when we are in the same room. it suffocates me. i wan to breathe. life's too short for enemies. please do tell me if you were referring to me in your blog and just give me a sign, a reply, anything. to let me know whether we are on the same track here. this is for you. my once fellow baboon/orang utan/or whatever shit we were the last time we were happy together...

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