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Monday, September 19, 2005

Untitled.

who is that girl you forgot?

when you just stop and ponder. stop looking at yourself in the mirror. have you ever thought that perhaps there are other people in the world besides yourself?

what's wrong with you fuckers?

fuckers.

dumb fuckers.

i hate you all.

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i'm usually not like that. i swear.

but maybe it's because you don't know me enough.

i really try. hard. so hard that sometimes i punish myself in my sleep.

wait. what sleep.

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the little butterfly tried to fly.

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random thoughts.

for the random mind.

i just wish you knew.

YOU. is not singular. in this particular case.

when was the last time i felt this way?

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the little butterfly flew out of one trap.

into another.

the little butterfly thought it was beautiful.

thought.

perceived.

and lied to itself.

disillusioned.

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the little butterfly is tired.

it doesn't want you anymore.

it has decided to rest.

no.

wait.

what IS rest?
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in this world filled with music.

the little butterfly flies.

alone.

happy.

unhurt

by the words YOU say.

in this little palace.

of little butterflies.

where you can't touch it.

touch HER.

touch ME.

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